Lost_In_My_Kryptonite's Xanga

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Mar 2005 21:55:12 GMT

Well i realized last night, that i'm no longer lost in my kryptonite (Weaknesses) so i figured it's time for a change, so now i have a new site at which i plan on keeping, it's alot better i think, i got some different codes and tweaked some things. so i hope you enjoy!

My New Site is

www.xanga.com/NoLongerLostInside

Love always
Keyshia

Friday, March 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 22:25:14 GMT

Tyler Bryant Hopkins I love you so much! happy one month baby!!!

that's all i really have to say right now i'm going to go practice my guitar i'll update later.

I Love You Tyler.

Love always
Keyshia

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 23:56:15 GMT

~* i don`t want the boy that points to
me & says "that`s her" i want the
boy that will have his arms around
me when his boys ask " so is this
the one your always talkin bout? " *~ ( <- this quote reminds me of tyler)

"if hes the first thing you think of in the morning when you wake up if hes the only thing you think of when you are awake if hes the last thing you think of at night before you go to bed then he really truely is someone very special"

Opps, I forgot to update yesterday…I’m sorry. Well yesterday wasn’t very fun, was really hyper, 96 ounces of coffee!!! With lots of whip cream sugar and creamer, wow that was good stuff. That was my day really.
Well today was pretty good, I suppose. Woke up at 6:55 and was at school at 7:00pm, which was very tiring, all I wanted to do was sleep but I couldn’t, cause I had midterms in 1^st and 2^nd block.
Well I believe I passed my speech one and in geometry, I made a 76% which is REALLY good since I have an F in that class, well I showed my teacher the score I got (we took the quizzes on computer) and he said “you are one of those people who think you can skate by, just by guessing” and I replied “I only guessed on the slope formula’s cause I don’t know them” and he said “you put forth no effort” and I got really pissed and said “YES! I did, I have those problems worked out on this paper!” and he just walked off, stupid bastard. *err* well needles to say, my grades come up from a 55% to a 59%, so now all I have to do is make a D next semester and I can pass for the year. Anywayz. The rest of the day went pretty good, talked to Michael about some things that was making Tyler mad and hopefully now we have everything straightened out. Well other than that I mostly just wrote notes to Tyler, Kim & Michael, I love Tyler so much! well umm time for shout outs now…

Billy: I’ll call you all this weekend. I hope everything works out for you.

Neil: I love you and miss you a lot! Continue not to smoke and exercise and you’ll feel even better!

Ashley, Lauren And Funky: I really hope you all get things worked out, I don’t know what’s all going on but I sense a lot of tension back in Georgia, and I just hope you all are okay! I love you all very much and miss you dearly.

Alyssa: ahh! Girl you are so lucky! JJ seems really sweet and I wish ya’ll the best of luck! Tell everyone I said hey! And tell JJ I said he better treat you right or I’ll come back to Georgia and kick his booty! Lol miss you girl!!!!

Well Tomorrow is one month for me and Tyler, I couldn’t be any happier he means the world to me and I can honestly say, I’ve never met someone so incredible (well I have but they are just friends, I mean boyfriend wise lol). I mean, where do I begin? Everything about him is great, I mean sometimes he can be a little immature, but we all are at times, especially me. Well Tyler, I love you baby! And cant believe it’s ONLY been one month! Feels like it’s been 6 or more! Well hopefully we can make it to that point (there’s no doubt in my mind that we wont make it there, I know we will, as long as Angel keeps her hands off of you! Lol just playing) I love you baby! W/all my heart!

Well I got to do some research, for two projects in english so I’ll update later. Ttyl ttfn byez

Love always

Keyshia

For God is not so unjust as to overlook your work and the love which you showed for his sake in serving the saints, as you still do. And we desire each one of you to show the same earnestness in realizing the full assurance of hope until the end, so that you may not be sluggish, but imitators of those who through faith and patience inherit the promises.

Hebrews 6:10-12

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~* when you first fall in love...

you get chills when you touch one another...

you can't stop staring into eachother's eyes...

you want to spend every waking moment with eachother...
and you can't fall asleep if they don't say good night to you every night...*~

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 03:14:13 GMT

today was boring plain and simple

mom is rushing me to get in the shower, i'll update fuller tomorrow.

changed the site around, added pictures of me and tyler, added a playlist of songs me and him like, and that's about it.

Love always

Keyshia

PS: no quote or icon today, about to get grounded!!!!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 02:40:55 GMT

Remember: History is HIS STORY (god's)
~ Tyler bryant Hopkins

Well today’s been pretty good I suppose, forgot my tape, my speech analysis, and my note cards, luckily I did those, so tomorrow I need to bring my tape to do my speech on stir fry! Lol. Umm 2^nd block took a quiz, doubt I passed, failed my chemistry quiz w/a 24% but I have a 70% in that class, teacher pissed me off but I wont go there, stupid fag for a teacher anyway. 4^th block was okay; still need an author, I’m thinking about Charles Dickens. Pretty much I saw Tyler all day, he walked me home and I gave him a note that I’m going to re-do it, cause I feel it needs to be more in depth, so I know for sure, he knows just how serious I am about the way I feel. But I know deep down he knows. Well Anywayz, umm…been bored pretty much most of the day, got really pissed 3^rd block but that’s another story, I’ll update tomorrow got some work to do.

Love always

Keyshia

Monday, February 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 02:36:13 GMT

Well today’s been pretty boring, woke up and like 2 minutes later Tyler called. He has good timing. Talked to him for a bit, went to wal-mart to get a paper and other stuff, came home and talked to my baby then he went to church, I wish I woulda gone, but I did have a lot of work to do, still do, Gotta do my note cards!!! Yikes!! But I’ll do those tomorrow, umm…lets see, had to go back to wal-mart to get some more markers, came home, ate dinner, then my baby called, talked to him and then changed my site up a little, I like this. I remember the song from “A walk to remember” but it’s also on the movie “I wanna date ryan banks” on ABC family. but other than that, this has been pretty much my day. Well I’m off to bed!

Love always

Keyshia

For the love of money is the root of all evils; it is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced their hearts with many pangs. But as for you, man of God, shun all this; aim at righteousness, godliness, faith, love, steadfastness, gentleness.

1 Timothy 6:10-11

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 03:52:22 GMT

~* Quote for Today *~

Tyler Said something like: i was thinking about taking white t-shirts putting prases on them, and since they would cost 10$ i'd sell them for 15$ and make 5$ a shirt.
Me: Walmart is trying to take over the world
Tyler: One Mindless shopper at a time
Me: we should make that into a teeshirt, on the front w/the walmart smiley face
Tyler: Yeah
Me: we'd probably get sued....

Well yesterday was pretty good, well not really but we wont get into it, just put it this way, not even Tyler could cheer me up as much as he usually does. But I did cheer up a great deal than I had been the night before. Something about Tyler, when I’m around him I cant stay mad for a while, and if I’m depressed he can cheer me up, I was depressed yesterday, but over the day he cheered me up a great deal, especially his mom!!! Hehe! That was hilarious baby! Well after talking to him yesterday and actually getting ALONG w/my mom, I cheered up. Finished taking pictures for my project well one out of 3…. *sigh* I have a lot of work to do, here are all my projects

SPEECH: I have a project on How to cook Chinese stir fry, cant actually cook it because of the fact some people might be allergic to certain things so yeah…I have to take pictures and write the recipe on there and have a memory took for my steps.

ENGLISH: I have 2 projects well 3 but I finished the first one. Which was writing a song, finished that one have to perform it for the class on Monday, then on Wednesday I have a 5 paragraph essay on Hepatitis C due, well the first draft…. then I also have a Research paper due in about 5 weeks, Gotta start on that, 5 pages on an author after the 1900’s which will be hard, and I cant use mark twain…*sigh* a lot of work. But luckily I have a 94% in this class.

So yeah, then I have to do some geometry work I didn’t do on Friday, I have like 5 pages in there of problems so yeah I have so much to do and little time. Well yeah this is a late update I meant to put this up on Friday, but I fell asleep….so yeah it’s Saturday morning, I cant call Tyler till after my dad leaves for work, and then I only have an hour to talk, unless I use my cell. So yeah, busy busy weekend, was supposed to go see “into the woods” for extra credit for speech, but I cant, no money and no time. I honestly shouldn’t be on here, but I am. Well I’m going to actually go finish up my projects, so yeah I’ll talk to ya’ll later, I’ll update if anything interesting happens, hopefully I will be able to make this site look better, my banner kind of sucks, well talk to ya’ll later

Love always

Keyshia

For whatever was written in former days was written for our instruction, that by steadfastness and by the encouragement of the scriptures we might have hope. May the God of steadfastness and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus.

Romans 15:4-5

Update:

10 things you love (from greatest to least)

1. God

2. Tyler
3. School

4. My Friends

5. Poetry

6. Anime

7. Hockey

8. Photography

9. Drawing

10. Shopping

9 people you hate (or dislike Strongly)

1. Angel (Tyler’s Ex *for what she did to him* )

2. Bush

3. Clinton

4. Saddam Hussein

5. The Devil

6. The Principal

7. Osama Bin Laden

8. My Little brother (but I still love him…sometimes)

9. Most if not all of my Ex’s

8 things you don't like

1. Really Immature People

2. People who think they are superior to others

3. Jerks

4. Anchovies

5. Fish

6. Homework

7. Bullies

8. Voilence

7 places you'd like to visit

1. Dublin Ireland

2. Denver Colorado

3. Honolulu Hawaii

4. Paris France

5. London England

6. Madrid Spain

7. Rome Italy

6 books you like

1. Romeo and Juliet

2. A Walk To Remember

3. Broken Promise

4. Summer of my German Solider

5. Homecoming

6. Where the Red Fern Grows

5 things you're scared of

1. Needles

2. Heights

3. Spiders

4. Snakes

5. Death

4 events you'll never forget

1. The Day I found God.

2. The Day my friends asked me if I was drowning…

3. The Day I started my first job

4. The day I found out what it meant to be in love

3 things you regret (be totally honest)

1. My longest relationship

2. Being Engaged

3. Failing the 7^th grade

2 people you'd like to meet before you die

1. I really don’t know

2. I really don’t know

1 person you'll always love

1. Besides god, Tyler, he shows me more respect than any other guy I know. And even if we ever break up, I could never hate him, he’s the best thing I’ve ever had in my life besides my friends & God.

ANOTHER SURVEY

.-*ThE BaSiCs*-.

[nickname] Keish
[the day I had my first breath] August 16^th 1987
[zodiac sign] Leo
[born in] Georgia
[Where] a hospital…Warner Robins. lol
[height] 5’3 ½
[righty or lefty] both
[eye color] Depends on my mood either blue or green sometimes both
[hair color] Goldish Brown

.-*RiGhT n0w*-.

[the pants I’m wearing] Athletic pants
[the shirt I’m wearing] FCS shirt
[the shoes] none on
[the underwear I’m wearing] non ya! lol
[the taste in ur mouth] ranch dip
[your mood] good
[R u tired] yes
[Depressed] no
[Music ur listening to] bowling for soup

.-*LoVe*-.

[Boyfriend/Girlfriend] yes
[their name] Tyler Bryant Hopkins
[are you a virgin] yes
[Children] no
[your crush] Tyler Bryant Hopkins
[Have you ever been in love] I am now
[do u believe in love at first site] yes
[sexuality] straight
[have ever cheated] no
[where u ever hurt] yes
[Ur greatest regret] getting engaged
[song dat describes u now] Jessica Simpson “with you” the part about the southern girl is me
[turn ons] hehe, for me to know and Tyler to find out
[turn offs] guys who are too immature or who cant take no for an answer
[favorite place to be touched] I don’t know…

.-*MuSiC*-.

[do u play any instruments] Yes
[What r the instruments if u play any] Guitar (acoustic and Electric) and Piano
[What is ur favorite song] With you – Jessica simpson, Hold me now – Diamond rio,
[Ur favorite bands] way too many for me to name
[favorite genre of music] Country, Christian rock, alternitive, rock, metal, almost anything except for rap, unless it’s christian rap
[did u ever go to a concert] never been to a real concert
[What was the most u spent on a concert ticket] 0$
[What is the least u spent on a concet ticket] 0$
[do u buy merchandise at concerts] I probably would
[r u ashamed of any of the music u listen to] no
[do u take band in school] no
[If u do, do u like band] I like some of the people that are my friends

.-*Bo0k`z*-.

[current book ur reading] does my math book count?
[book u want to read] I don’t know
[ur life is based on which one of ur favorite books] I wouldn’t know
[did u ever write a book] no
[do u want to be a writer] yes I love to write poetry and short stories

.-*iNtErNeT*-.

[how long do u stay online] a long time, unless I’m on the phone w/Tyler or a friend
[ What do u do online] my journal, make banners, listen to music, research, look at music videos, and Jokes
[do u go on those dating websites] no I have the perfect boyfriend
[do u hook up wit people on aim] no
[do u do research on the internet] yes
[do u have aim] Yes

.-*RaNd0m*-.

[do u have a diary] yes this journal
[do u have a job] not yet
[ r u a people pleaser] umm, I don’t know
[would u say u r attractive] I guess so, to get a guy like tyler
[do boyz always ask u out on dates] no tyler would beat their A**’*
[when u walk down the street do heads turn] only when I fall on my face….
[r u in the in crowd or a low life reject] neither
[do lots of people hate u] not really
[r u one of those snobby cheerleaders who think there the shit] lol no
[when was the last time u talked on the phone] about an hour ago
[who was the last person u talked to] Tyler
[who was the last person u hugged] My Daddy
[when was the last time u cried] Last Night
[do u hate anyone] yes
[What r u doin right now] this stupid survey
[do ur parents hate u or love u] both sometimes
[does ur whole family think ur a discrase to humanite] I don’t know

.-*FriEnDs*-.

[would u say u have lots of friends] I have enough to make me happy
[name ur best friends] Georgia: Alyssa, Ashley, Lauren, Chris H., Chris W., Shawn, Alabama: Kayla, Tyler, Kyle, Steffan, Michelle, Erica, Kim, James (davey),
[do u have any famous people friends] yes, I guess if you count the local band in Georgia I know the lead singer, he was my aunts friend before she passed away
[do u make friends over aim or on emails] not really

yes if you cant tell i've been very very bored...now time for some food! i've been hungry all day, and i've eaten alot....

I LOVE YOU TYLER BRYANT HOPKINS!

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 00:24:29 GMT

<-- Good Question

“Love is like a rose
it can be fake or real,
it can diminish or be preserved.
Knowing this,
make the most out of what you are given
cause once it’s gone it’s gone,
our love is real, let’s preserve it”
Quote By : Tyler Bryant Hopkins ~ *

Well today was pretty okay, I guess. This morning I had the remembrance of my bad dream last night, it really scared the mess out of me because I woke up crying so hard I was heaving (couldn’t catch my breath), I told Tyler the dream because he was in it and it had a lot to do w/him and this guy we both know, and about jealously I guess you could call it cause I hug all my friends, and well I told him and he just held me and said that he trusts me and if he didn’t he wouldn’t want to spend the rest of his life w/me. Which really made me happy. And he also said he would never do something so stupid as to break up w/me. so that comforted me a little, but I wont lie, it’s still on my mind, but I’m not worrying. In first block, we just did speeches and notes, in second block they took notes I wrote a note, lol, in 3^rd block, I didn’t do anything really…. except write a note again, and then in 4^th block I wrote a poem and talked to steffan, yeah, I cant talk today, steffan was clapping my hands really hard and said something that I took pervertedly, and we were both laughing hysterically and I said “my mind is in the Goober, I mean Gubber” then he was laughing so hard he let go of my hands cause he was clapping them together, and I said “GUTTER!” and it was so funny I sat on the floor and just laughed…needless to say people were wondering what we were smoking, but we are just good friends. Other than that, my baby walked me home again today it was nice! We talked a little bit and he met my dad, hehe, he’s intimidated cause my dad is kind of muscular. Then we were talking on the front porch step and Josh’s (my brother’s friend) mom drove and stopped and said “DON’T PUT YOUR ARM AROUND HER, GET YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!” it was so funny, I saw the intimidation in Tyler’s eyes, it was pretty funny, I knew she was joking, I am hoping Tyler did too. Well then Tyler had to walk back to school to catch his bus, and well now i am continuing this from earlier, i just got back from church! ha! that was hillarious! kayla was driving her mom's high tech honda....we sat in the car and she had to roll up the sun roof, because it started to rain, well the doors were locked and the alarm was off (or so we thought) and she turns the keys to roll the window up, and *CAR ALARM NOISE* it scared the hebbee jebbees out of us, but it was so funny!, and then later on we were talking and her cell phone rang and we thought it was the alarm agian, it was hillarious. well now i'm gonna call TY, so i'll ttyl

Love always

Keyshia

Two things I ask of thee; deny them not to me before I die: Remove far from me falsehood and lying; give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with the food that is needful for me, lest I be full, and deny thee, and say, "Who is the Lord?" or lest I be poor, and steal, and profane the name of my God.

Proverbs 30:7-9

I'm an but he still loves me anyway....

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 03:05:27 GMT

Today was pretty good. Went and got coffee this morning, and hehe, I had a double motive, besides the fact I fell asleep at 3am, that and I kind of wanted to see what this angel chick looked like, (ty’s Ex) well umm…. class was pretty much the same, but in 4^th I found out what I made on my test…a 72%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEE! Lol. Umm…. well yeah my day was pretty much the same except I wrote TY a 7 page note. Lol yeah it was long, and I write small….i had a lot to say. Lol. well other than the ordinary, Tyler Walked me home and met my mom, my mom said he’s cute (his bus doesn’t pick him up until 3:40pm so he has 30 minutes to kill afterschool. My dog loves him! lol, she wouldn’t leave him alone. But yeah, right now Xanga is down so I’m just being impatient and rambling. Lol. well that was pretty much my day, so I’ll update tomorrow. ttyl

Love always
Keyshia

Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I of myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.

Romans 7:24-25

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 02:22:50 GMT

this is my icon for today, i tried my share of animation fun!! so now i can make animated links & Banners

Love is seeing him how NO ONE else does. Love is when you know he's NOT perfect but you see him perfectly Love is thinking about him Day and Night, through the day and in your dreams. Love is when he means the world and even more to you. Love is when NO ONE else understands how you feel. Love is the BEST feeling you can feel, it touches your heart in ways words couldn't explain.

Well today was blah, not really too great, went furniture shopping. That wasn’t much fun, then we went out to eat at a country Barbeque, it was good, but I got sick afterwards. Been out of the house since 2pm, got home at 8:15ish and called Tyler talked to him for a bit and now I’m updating this, and I don’t have much to say really. Just couldn’t imagine never being this happy. We may not last forever, but at least I know he really cares. I hope we do last a long time, I cant imagine not feeling the way I do. Who knows? I just pray we stay together.

Well that’s it for now.

Love always

Keyshia

But Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. Early in the morning he came again to the temple; all the people came to him, and he sat down and taught them. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery, and placing her in the midst they said to him, "Teacher, this woman has been caught in the act of adultery. Now in the law Moses commanded us to stone such. What do you say about her?" This they said to test him, that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. And as they continued to ask him, he stood up and said to them, "Let him who is without sin among you be the first to throw a stone at her." And once more he bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. But when they heard it, they went away, one by one, beginning with the eldest, and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him. Jesus looked up and said to her, "Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?" She said, "No one, Lord." And Jesus said, "Neither do I condemn you; go, and do not sin again."

John 8:1-11

~* Keyshia & Tyler *~